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29 November 2015 @ 09:23 pm
Happy 30th Birthday Taguchi Junnosuke~!

It's has been 3 years I have skipped doing a post dedicated for your birthday. 3 years seems like a long years somehow. & me getting back writing in LJ is a surprised as well. If it's not because of your announcement, I probably won't even check my LJ. I have wanted to write something since your announcement on 24th November 2015, but i somehow couldn't put my thoughts in words. To be honest, writing is difficult for me nowadays, be it for fandom nor real life. I've just tend to keep everything in my head, my heart until it burst somehow - usually it'll be crying my hearts out. ha-ha.

Getting back to the point, it's unbelievable that you're already 30 years old man today. You don't look like one. You don't act like one. It's like you're always younger than your real age. Take it as a compliment Junno. I would love to look younger always. & i guess being 30-ies may hit you hard enough that you think you need to do something else for your ownself. & the decision to leave KAT-TUN is part of the process you need to take in searching for your own ideal life.

As a fan, it hurts me to know that you're leaving. I would love to keep you as KAT-TUN members forever. But that is me being selfish and unfair. When as a fan, I couldn't be loyal to you guys 100% either. It's true, I am still supporting your music, but i couldn't really follow your activities like i did 3-4 years ago. Real life is taking control more than ever now as your age and responsibilities increases. So I couldn't be selfish ne.

I could understand your decision Junno. For that, I couldn't stop you or force you to stay with KAT-TUN. It is your life and it is your right to make whatever decision that you think is good for you. But I am curious to know your real reason, darling. But I don't think you would tell anyone truthfully either. But do explain a lil bit more of your reasons to Kame, Maru & Ueda & not to forget us "Hyphens" to help us understand and accept it with open heart. We will be happy for you in the long run but don't leave us hanging.

& you make me very curious, love. Are you leaving the entertainment industry once and for all? & does that means, we won't be able to know about you at all? If that's the case, can i recommend you to have twitter, facebook & instagram? That would makes me very happy to be honest. At least, if i am feeling down or anything, i could run to your instagram and see your smiles & take your "Tagutive" dose and keep on living. Junno sayang, please knows that your smiles cheers up lots of people, all over the world. Mind you, you guys do have international fans, don't ever forget that.

But i have to say, I am proud of you Junno. For taking a stand in what you believe, for coming upfront and announce the decision LIVE, for not shattering during the announcement... Part of me is glad you tell us beforehand. It's still a suprise, but at least i could still see you a few months more. I'm so glad for that. Please come out more Junno. Let me still see you guys as 4 nin. I will treasure this few months while you're still here.

Junno, i think I'm done crying for your leaving. I think. At the moment, all i feel is a lil bit lost and wondering how KAT-TUN will be in the future. Please, while you're still here as KAT-TUN, do the best you can & keep creating memories as KAT-TUN. & please help to motivate Kame, Maru & Uepi. I hope they won't ever give up. Cheer them up Junno. That's your role in KAT-TUN. Give them a tight hug from me too. & i hope, when you leave, your friendship with each other will continue to blossom. Go hang out still! Ask Koki to join please. I miss that rascal too. Okay, maybe if Kame is okay, invite Jin too. haha. Man, I miss KAT-TUN as a whole. *hugs you guys tight*

I hope JE won't disband KAT-TUN. Please.

Junno, this entry doesn't seems like a good dedicated birthday post for you ne (if to compare to previous previous post). It's like I'm lecturing you over things. Haha. Gomen. But i wish tons and tons of happiness for your life ahead. I wish this decision is right for you and you are able to get whatever you want to achieve by making this decision. Not knowing if you are still gonna be around entertainment industry, please know that you would always and forever be my ichiban, my prince of smiles. You want to be someone who is like the sun, you said in your hanashi. Don't you realized you are one, Junno. You are the Hyphen's optimistic sunshine. :)

Junno honey, i hope you guys would have one last concert together. A 10th years Anniversary concert. I'll try my best to attend this time. Even if it will make me broke, I'll try my hardest to come. It would be an emotional concert I believe. But, please do one! #prayhard.

& lastly, happy birthday love. Have a good one. I love you and will keep on supporting you forever. Just take care.

29 November 2012 @ 09:02 pm

dear Junno,Collapse )
Current Mood: super in love with Junno
15 July 2012 @ 05:37 pm

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Current Music: Chain
30 January 2012 @ 03:13 pm
Concert Goods & a fan's dilemmaCollapse )
Current Location: UTP, Perak
Current Mood: thoughtfulthoughtful
31 December 2011 @ 11:44 pm
Another half an hour to New Year in Malaysia. & it's already new year in Japan.

Akemashite Omedetou!

Happy New Year!

Selamat Tahun Baru!

To be honest, I'm not feeling happy now. Just because i was not able to watch Johnny's Countdown LIVE. Obviously I would be sad when I've been looking forward for it since the start of this week. Sigh. Oh well, I guess luck was not on my side like previous year.

I wanna see Junno!
I wanna see Koki!
I wanna see Kame!
I wanna see Ueda!
I wanna see Maru!
Yes! I wanna see KAT-TUN LIVE!!

*cries in the corner*

Whatever it is, Happy New Year flist! Hoping that 2012 would bring all the success and happiness year round to all of you. & I'm hoping it would be a good year for KAT-TUN as well. Let's strive for the best in 2012!!

Take care.

Junno, I love you!


lots of love,
Current Music: &Forever
06 December 2011 @ 01:10 am
A short post for my ichiban, Taguchi JunnosukeCollapse )
Current Location: UTP, Perak
Current Mood: giddygiddy
Current Music: Star Rider
29 November 2011 @ 07:18 am
  • Mon, 08:34: 5 more days for parents to come back. Yeay. :)
  • Mon, 08:39: nak buat ape ye skrg? *ignore msian studies*
  • Mon, 08:51: RT @steph_mendes: For me buying the original products is only way to say "thank you for your hard work that I love so much" ^^' I cant a ...
  • Mon, 08:51: RT @steph_mendes: - now). So the way we can reward their work is buying it, instead just fangirling everywhere. xD~ It's expensive. It's ...
  • Mon, 09:54: eh tak leh bukak lj?
  • Mon, 09:55: awatlah malas sangat ni eira?
27 November 2011 @ 09:07 pm
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26 November 2011 @ 10:57 pm
  • Пт, 15:25: i just realized that this is my FIRST weekend in UTP since the beginning of the sem.
  • Пт, 15:29: RT @mendibuba: I need a sponsor who is buys me a ticket to japan and the tickets for the dome concerts please, so i can... http://t.co/x ...
  • Пт, 15:43: am not concentrating on drilling since 40 mins ago.
  • Пт, 15:43: boleh tak pasrah je esok? keh.
  • Пт, 16:01: enough with drilling. *puke* i'm gonna watch anime now & then to sleep.
  • Сб, 00:27: i get this feeling dat i couldnt answer most of d questions...but atm i dont give a damn.
  • Сб, 00:28: im still sleepy.
  • Сб, 05:09: nap time. :D *jump to the bed*
  • Сб, 08:59: good evening. i just woke up from my nap. Nap ke kalo berjam-jam? XD
  • Сб, 09:24: omg lapar weh.
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